David Ryan dean Smallbone

2008 - 2008
LocationWarrington
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth27/07/2008
Date of Death27/07/2008
Visitors4,999 since 22/09/2008
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me and daddy did a sponsered walk in your memory yesterday it rained all the way but was worth every
minute
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i just want to thank everyone for there tributes and candles it means so much
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My darling david. I knew you were always going to be a boy from the day we found out we were going
to have you. You were so wanted and we were so excited that we were going to be a family.

you were due on 12th august 2008.

my waters broke on 25th july 2008 at 11pm i had felt you move at the usual time of 9pm i rang the
hospital they told me to leave it an hour then go in and see them.

i got my bag for the hospital and we made our way there, they listened for heartbeat once we got
there they could not find one lots of people were coming in and out it was so frightening, did a
scan no heartbeat they then advised us as it is a friday night we will need to wait till the morning
for a consultant to check and confirm.
it was the longest night ever it was about 11am sat morning the consultant confirmed the worse.
i had 2 blood transfusions before they gave me the tablet to start me off.

it was sunday 27/07/2008 @ 3.30 am. you weighed a healthy 6lbs you were perfect in everyway 10
little fingers 10 little toes you looked just like your dad with my chin you looked so healthy i was
willing you to breath when i delivered you or just to hear you cry to prove that maybe they were
wrong, it was not meant to be you were so peaceful, nothing or nobody can take away those precious
moments we shared together, i hope and pray that you did not suffer in any way. I never thought i
could love someone so much, you were too good for this world, how i long to cuddle you and kiss you,
you were so long and so peaceful looking, every precious moment i had with you will remain with me
for the rest of my life. me and your daddy will never ever be able to replace you in any way or form
you will always be our little angel.

every tear i cry is sadness that we will never be able to play, cuddle and giggle but also for the
happiness of the short time we spent together every second minute hour will stay with us for the
rest of our lives.

it will never be goodbye as you will never be forgotten you will be forever in our hearts.
your tiny footprints have made an big imprint in our hearts.

lots of love mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

this poem was read at your funeral

A HEART OF GOLD STOPPED BEATING
TWO SHINING EYES AT REST
GOD BROKE OUR HEARTS TO PROVE
HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST

GOD KNOWS YOU HAD TO LEAVE US
BUT YOU DID NOT GO ALONE
FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU
THE DAY HE TOOK YOU HOME

TO SOME YOU ARE FORGOTTEN
TO OTHERS JUST PART OF THE PAST
BUT TO US WHO LOVED AND LOST YOU
THE MEMORY WILL ALWAYS LAST

missing you loads love always mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxx

yesterday 24th oct 2008 the results from your postmortem came through it was just a tragic accident
the cord was wrapped twice round your neck there was no way you could have survived.



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so sorry for your loss rip little angel please look after harley my little grandson

rip little angels xxxx

Donna Collins August 18, 2009

as you smile at me , an angel sings you speaks our name , and winter changes 2 spring , our thoughts of you have no bounds but your always remember and and here in my heart each day as you grow stronger a new set of wings are placed upon yeah sleep tight

Sharon Clarke (Friend) August 15, 2009

My Life changed, the very moment I found out
That you had passed away.
I couldn't stop it; there was nothing I could say.
You've touched my life so deeply to a point you will never know,
I try to think about you when I am feeling down and low.
Sometimes when my day gets hard
I will think about your beautiful smile
and if I listen hard enough I will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give me a reason to go on with my day,
and now if I want to see you I'll bow my head and pray.
I catch myself looking for you still,
In the halls and at your front door,
but when I call your name there is no reply any more!
I never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all I ask- why can't you give them back;
it seems like such a simple task.
I guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
I know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.

Sharon Clarke (Friend) August 12, 2009

12 months since we laid you to rest

it has been 12 months since we laid you to rest probably one of the hardest days i will ever hope to come accross seeing your tiny little coffin and having to leave you i am so sorry i never got to say the poem i intended to as the vicar read it instead. i am so sorry you know i love you and you will always be in my thoughts for ever love you and miss you like crazy xx

Paula Duffy And David Smallbone (Mummy) August 12, 2009

I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one.
I’d like to leave an after glow
Of smiles when life is done.
I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.
I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun
Of happy memories
That I leave when life is done.

Sharon Clarke (Friend) August 4, 2009

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.

Sharon Clarke (Friend) August 4, 2009

goodnite i love you sweet angel face
(\ ●♥● /)angel was born and a angel was taken
(\ ●♥● /)goodnite i love you sweet angel face
( \(_)/ )an angel was born an angel was taken
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( \(_)/ )goodnite i love you sweet angel face
(_ /|\ _)an angel was born and beautiful was taken
../___\..goodnite i love you sweet angel face
an angel was born and a angel was taken
(\ ●♥● / goodnite i love you sweet angel face
( \(_)/ )an angel was born and beautiful was taken
(_ /|\ _)goodnite i love you sweet angel face
../___\..an angel was born and a angel was taken
goodnite i love you sweet angel

Sharon Clarke (Friend) August 3, 2009

A Bouquet of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears,
Wishing God could have spared you,
If just for a few more years.
We love you, we miss you and
We are proud to keep your dream and vision alive.

One Day at a Time
You lived your life one day at a time.
The words you shared were always kind.
You loved us all with your whole heart.
It saddens us to be apart, and forever we
hold you in our hearts
Today you stand in God's bright light.
Watching over us day and night.
In our hearts you will remain
Until the day we meet again...
Forever Your love will live on in our hearts
and the hearts of those you touched.
We are so grateful to God for blessing our lives with
the beautiful gift of you.
We miss you sweet angel,
more than you can imagine.

Sharon Clarke (Friend) July 29, 2009

A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam
And for a brief moment its glory
and beauty belong to our world
But then it flies again
And though we wish it could have stayed...
We feel lucky to have seen it.

Sharon Clarke (Friend) July 28, 2009

When you allow angels to be part of your life, miracles truly happen.”
A loving angel came to me in dreams.
She showed me life’s not always what it seems,
And brought me to a place where sweet dreams live.
She gave to me a gift that I now give,
A Dreamer’s Dream.
She whispered, “Take my hand and I will lead you through A place where
only sweet dreams can come true.
Close your eyes and open up your heart,
For then this flight of dreams so sweet can start.
Dream, Dreamer, Dream.”
She brought me through the darkness to the Light,
Where colors wrapped around me, such delight.
A patchwork quilt of beauty without seams,
Each color was a rainbow full of dreams.
Dreamer’s Dreams.
She led me through a hallway of pure sound,
With doors flung open widely all around.
And from each room a song would gently play.
I wished with all my heart that I could stay,
In this Dreamer’s Dream.
But we drifted in the fragrance of the breeze,
To savor all the flowers and the trees.
We tasted all of life that we could see,
And felt it flow as one in harmony…..
We Dreamed this Dreamer’s Dream.
Then my angel turned her eyes to me and said,
“You’re the Keeper of these Dreams inside your head.
Find sweet Dreamers, who would Dream of Love and Light, These Dreams
will lead them safely through the night.
Help these Dreamers Dream.”
And so I am the Keeper of this Dream, it’s true,
But I offer all my Dreams to each of you.
May their loving sweetness visit you each night
And fill your soul with Love and Warmth and Light.
Dream, Dreamers, Dream

Sharon Clarke (Friend) July 28, 2009
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